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Earth City 1: The Longing

by Ethan Gold

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1.
I can see Lights and fires And I can hear The dull roar of ten million tires I can see The madness and the dust And I can sense the giddy thrill They trust In the bright and lonely city It’s a bright and lonely city I can see Columns of colognes And I can hear The stackle of stilettos Clattering librettos Yeah, I can see the nightlife, spilling from the clubs With 256 eyes looking for a sign And I can see a million men in a million mazes Ten million girls behind women’s faces It’s a bright and lonely city It’s a bright and lonely city But I can’t find her anywhere I can see The madness and victory But I don’t want to see Anyone but you Naked in a quiet room In the bright and lonely city It’s a bright and lonely city It’s a bright.... Bright Bright Bright But I can’t find her anywhere
2.
Took you downtown, Alexandria Want to see something would scare ya Drove up and down the megalopolis From a dead-eyed party and it came to this Decayed hotel, zombies on the bench A flowered carpet, a nauseating stench This is the terror, this is where we peek Behind the beauty that we seek Just another ghost story The Alexandria and me Took you downtown, Alexandria Want to see something would scare ya It’s worse than terror, when you live without Some inspiration to kill the doubt ‘Cause every person, place and thing Starts to die if it can’t sing Just an echo rolling in our veins Dying and crying out our names Just another ghost story The Alexandria and me Do you remember when we used to gleam? I used to cry and you used to scream ’N everywhere was a mystic place Devour your body, you’d kiss my face Now there’s a doll in the doorway, her dresses never keep There’s a bat in the ballroom, trying to sleep The rooms are dark and all boarded up And filled with zombies to eat you up Just another ghost story The Alexandria and me Just another ghost story Alexandria and me
3.
Come here I want to tell you Something good Something nice Before we wreck it again Can’t bear to see your sweet face Drop like a tear ‘Cause I need you here You know you're my only friend Our love is beautiful Our love is beautiful, beautiful Can you see any old magic in the world they’re building Gas stations and cars And fading stars Who else here thinks that’s strange? Well you and I with a few friends We’ll turn it around Our paradise found I know the wind’s got to change Our love is beautiful Our love is beautiful, beautiful We’ve lived our lives, like we were dying Now we won’t ever let it go Our love is beautiful Our love is beautiful, beautiful In every no-one town Don’t take yourself down Don’t take yourself down Just ‘cause you know they would In every no-one town Don’t take yourself down Don’t take yourself down Just ‘cause you know they would In every no-one town (our love is beautiful) Don’t take yourself down Don’t take yourself down Just ‘cause you know they would In every no-one town (our love is beautiful, beautiful) Don’t take yourself down Don’t take yourself down Just ‘cause you know they would Our love is beautiful Our love is beautiful, beautiful
4.
It’s never enough To satisfy Their souls Tell me why do I try so hard? Stupid game What do I have to show for it? It’s never enough It’s never enough ‘Til they steal your dreams It’s never enough It’s never enough But what are dreams But friends You forget when they’re gone We feel so alone Lost in the crowd Clichéd and blind Pay no mind when they scream so loud They’ll suck you in And spit you out, love It’s never enough It’s never enough ‘Til they break your heart It’s never enough You’re never enough But what’s one heart? More or less They’re not impressed ‘til it’s in pieces They have always held me, Since the day they laid their hands on me And their spirits still haunt me, Holding on, never setting me free ‘Cause it’s never enough It’s never enough We’re never enough ‘Til they’ve killed our dreams It’s never enough It’s never enough But what are dreams But friends you forget when they’re gone They’re just friends you forget when they’re gone.
5.
Storm Coming 03:40
Cold enough An icy moon A thousand Junes From a lover’s touch Dark enough A wondrous gloom There must be room For love Storm Coming, I can feel its breath All I’ve waited for for all my life Storm Coming, I can feel your breath Why did you wait so long? Charged enough It must be close A still in the air Like a wand’ring ghost Deep enough For a gorgeous love to grow We dug for salvation Below Storm Coming, I can feel its breath All I’ve waited for for all my life Storm Coming, I can feel your breath Why did you wait so long? Storm Coming, I can feel its breath All I’ve waited for for all my life Storm Coming, I can feel your breath Why did you wait so long? Why did you wait so long?
6.
Pretty Girls 03:28
Pretty girls Always look like they're flirting There's something in their eyes That makes it look so good Pretty girls You can't tell when they're hurting Beneath the sweet disguise She might vanish if she could Dadadadadadadadada… Dadadadadadadadada… Dadadadadadadadada… Pretty girls Always get the attention No matter what they do They make the men go blind Pretty girls Keep the boys in detention Their love is never true But no-one seems to mind They're like the sun I'm overcome By a fever They're like the spring They make me sing But only you Kill me with a whisper (Kill me with a whisper) Kill me with a whisper (princess) Pretty girls Always look like they're flirting There's something in their eyes That makes it look so good Pretty girls You can't tell when they're hurting Beneath the sweet disguise She might vanish if she could They're like the sun I'm overcome By a fever They're like the spring They make me sing But only you Kill me with a whisper (Kill me with a whisper) Kill me with a whisper ‘Cause you're my pretty girl The prettiest girl to me Dadadadadadadadada… Dadadadadadadadada… Dadadadadadadadada… Dadadadadadadadada… (Pretty girls) (Pretty girls) (Pretty girls) (Pretty girls)
7.
Firefly 03:45
In your heart you’re a singer But nobody likes the sound of your voice That b— just opens her mouth and they weep That faker look like he got soul but he's a creep They treat the world like sh— Lord knows they don't believe in it Nobody loves you, not even you You bought the choir’s lies, yeah And joined the fireflies Starving all by yourself, it’s you Trying to be someone else, it’s you Showing off your ill health, it’s you Telling ‘em that it’s wealth, it’s you Burning to be the prize, it’s you Swarming around their eyes, it’s you You’d beat them with your fame, it’s you And never beat your shame, it’s you Firefly In your heart you’re a dancer But nobody likes the sway of your hips Ever since the day you turned thirteen Your body’s been your sinking ship Your mother says you’re good She says cream will always rise to the top But a voice inside you says you will always flop Stop reading those magazines Before in your heart you’re a fly Stop reading those magazines You’d be better off a star in your own sky So firefly? What’s in your heart? — it’s you
8.
OK, I could slay many days ‘gainst a wall Keeping still without the will to dance at all But through sleet in the street I would run Back to you my fiery moon my frozen sun I’m falling I know I’m stalling To be calling you But living without you With your voice still stuck in my head Seems every song is about you Singing what I should have said ‘N living without you Feels like I could drown And oh I need someone to shout to Before I go down Well, you can tell, I’d be bell-and-whistle dumb If you called me like a dog I would still come For that shot that you brought to my world Throw my peace away if you could be my girl I’m blinded Keep getting reminded By a million signs of you (everywhere I go) ‘Cause living without you Your voice bouncing round in my head Seems every song is about you Singing what I should have said I’m barely living without you Oo it feels like I could drown! I need someone to shout to Before I go down But I’ll keep pushing on ’Til the shame of your memory’s gone I know I’ve got to look inside There’s an ocean deep and wide in me And soon living without you Won’t be that bad Sweet memories won’t be about you Sweet melodies won’t seem sad I’ll be living without you And no, I won’t drown I’ll have my own bad self to shout to When I feel like I’m going down Yes living without you Without your cruel words haunting my head! Every sunset won’t be about you! And every sunrise won’t feel dead I’m still living without you And no you’ll never make me drown I’ve got me to shout to And he won’t ever let me down
9.
Terese 03:09
Your angel’s face Is lost in space They think your mind is haunted Where is that bliss Or just a kiss That says that you are wanted All you need is one (All you need is one) Fly into the sun Terese You’re a natural kind Something you’ll never find Terese You’re a natural kind Something you’ll never find In your dark room Your blanket blooms A field covered with flowers Curl up in shame Oh, look what you became 'n you cry out for hours "Why can't I just run? (Why can't I just run?) God what-have I done!?" Terese You’re a natural kind Something you'll never find Terese You’re a natural kind Something you'll never find Get up, get off the ground (Get up, get off the ground) Stand up, and make a sound (Stand up, and make a sound) Fly up, beyond the clouds (Fly up, beyond the clouds) It’ll happen soon, soon Terese... Terese... Terese You’re a natural kind Something you'll never find
10.
Bedmates — blankets and pillows Maybe sleeping in your clothes No-one knows what you did It's okay, Sid We saw the heart you hurt and hid And we'll give it to the world Fidgeting to stave off the silence That says you'd be buried before blooming Stuttered and yearned like a kid It's okay, Sid We saw the heart you hurt and hid And we'll give it to the world There’s gold in the shadows There's motion in the darkness There's life in the dust I think I know what you did It's okay, Sid I saw the heart you hurt and hid And I'll give it to the world
11.
In New York 03:06
Our Eden, dear, is here, in New York Stone churches where our searches could be halted For I’ve found not a sound can be faulted Hear the distant siren’s cry As another life flies by In New York In the eve we’ll skip and weave through streets and parks Morns we’ll strive, in the hive, coffee and water Under lights, summer nights will be hotter Sidewalks to building tops Heat rises, never stops In New York But les belles avenues we inherit Lose their spell with no tu to share it And to tell a thing true, I couldn’t bear it Without you, my love I’d curse the spires above In New York As a storm gathers form, through the arch I will stroll under the rolling skies which teach me How I’d grieve if I’d leave, the drops beseech me Take my chance with destiny Someone who holds me free In New York In this town full of fortune I’m failing All the towers tall and short I’m not scaling But about this report, there’s no wailing For with you, my love We’ve got plans to speak of Yes with you, my love We can steal the stars above In New York

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Earth City 1: The Longing is a record about changing how we relate to ourselves and to the interconnected global city we all live in.

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released June 11, 2021

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Ethan Gold Los Angeles, California

Ethan Gold was raised in San Francisco, during the long extended hangover after hippie times in that city. A childhood of constant change and chaos may have led Ethan to the unique way he approaches music. He’s willing to be quiet enough to paint in songs the delicate details of the modern age, and willing to be strong enough to fight for the world as it could be. ... more

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